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[29 May 2006|11:58pm]
[ mood | ninja ]



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[05 May 2006|01:31am]
[ mood | confused ]


you want me
well fucking come and find me



you want me
well come on and break the door down
i'm ready
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[03 May 2006|02:52am]
[ mood | okay ]



fotos )
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so if you didn't already know... [02 May 2006|02:55pm]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | Darkest Hour ]

dustin was hit by a bus )

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[14 Apr 2006|07:21pm]
The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.
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[10 Apr 2006|02:00am]
[ mood | pensive ]




now i rise from my knees. i will not live in misery.
you won't take me. you will not destroy me.
you cannot destroy me. and i'll fight you with every
ounce of strength i have left, and i'll seal it with a
bullet and a kiss. so look at your fucking horror. horror.
i want to see your face. show me your true face.
my heart belongs to you, so save me.
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[25 Mar 2006|02:02am]
[ mood | proud ]

Maybe you have to be a part of the Emergency Industry to understand...
maybe not )

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[07 Mar 2006|06:40pm]
[ mood | lost ]
[ music | Bleeding Through // Line in the Sand ]


this is everything I wanted to tell you
i'm still in love with everything about you
i feel the wreckage from everything you do
and I'm tired of still waiting



if I told you the truth now,
would you still leave
and take my heart
and I still feel ugly
and you're ugly just like me
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[07 Mar 2006|01:51am]
[ mood | relieved ]

A P R I L
T H I R T E E N T H



thank fucking god )
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[26 Jan 2006|04:05am]
[ mood | four a.m. ]

Okay, is it just me...
or does almost every female (and some guys?) on the internet
(and by that I mean myspace) have a picture like

THIS )
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[30 Dec 2005|01:32am]
Take the first line/sentance of the first post made each month of 2005: )
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[26 Nov 2005|11:57pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

Dear me;;

Happy 5 year Anniversary

Love, November Twenty-Six.

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p.s. [24 Nov 2005|04:26am]
[ mood | speechless ]



Saturday November 26 2005
is my 5 year anniversary with Dustin.

Five whole years.



more on that later
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[24 Nov 2005|03:12am]
[ mood | indifferent ]

okay you can't tell, but i'm pulling my hair to the right, you just can't see my hand. so the picture may look retarded, but i have good reason.


tearing at the scars, she's open wide;; screaming 'til her lungs collapse )
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[15 Nov 2005|03:36pm]
[ mood | distressed ]
[ music | Darkest Hour ]

Current Clothes: navy blue Vancouver Police jogging pants, black tank top.
Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: Convalescence (by) Darkest Hour
Current Taste: diet coke w/ ice
Current Hair: straight, up in a ponytail.
Current Annoyance: fear
Current Smell: milk&honey body wash
Current thing I ought to be doing: spilling my heart?
Current Desktop Picture: Bam Margera
Current Favorite Group: Chimaira
Current Book: not a reader
Current DVD In Player: A Charlie Brown Christmas
Current Refreshment: diet coke w/ ice
Current Worry: you name it, i'm worried about it.
Current Crush: him
Current Favorite Celebrity: Sheri Moon Zombie

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[07 Nov 2005|01:00pm]
[ mood | excited ]

48 sleeps until Christmas!
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[21 Oct 2005|02:00am]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | The Agony Scene ]

assault w/ weapon
(click it)

i took that 911


welcome to my job









more relevant, lengthly, interesting posts to follow in the near future.
promise.
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[27 Sep 2005|01:35am]
[ mood | apathetic ]
[ music | CHIMAIRA ]



can't sleep with all this frustration, intoxication
i no longer have regret
...



...
i am here to expose you
all of the poison that you take
all people you violate
your faith can't save you now
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[26 Aug 2005|02:46am]

Am I more than you bargained for yet
I've been dying to tell you anything you want to hear
Cause that's just who I am this week

...

I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song

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[26 Aug 2005|02:40am]

I can see her now
Dancing around, her drink in hand
All her baggage in tow
I just want to fucking let her go
Of all the joy, all of the pain
I took your guilt and placed it into me
And now I kiss it goodbye
Our last dance ended fatall

Who's sleeping on my side of the bed tonight?
Have you ever cried so hard?
Baby you just died

There she goes again
Another masquerade in false circumstance
She'll fuck you just for the taste
I just wish I could replace all the memories
Of what makes my blood run cold
And as your blood flows through me
I say goodbye to what we had

She came and went
I gnawed through my lip
Makeup smeared in her eyes
Each sob's a reason to say goodbye.
Sometimes when you're holding on
You'll never see the light


With flowers in her hair
I gazed upon with dead lovers eyes
She never looked so good
And I never felt so right
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